It's not the parts of Scripture that I don't understand that give me trouble, it's the ones that I do understand that are so difficult. "If anyone wishes to come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me." There's no twisting that verse no matter how hard I might try and I'm old enough to know what it means.
It means that when I have plans to watch a movie with my wife on the couch and one of the boys vomits
spaghetti all over himself and his bed, I must deny myself. It means that when I really want to be alone to read and my child wants to work on a Cub Scout project, I must deny myself. It means that when I have an idea for a project at work and my boss isn't even open to listening to it, I must deny myself.
It's those little,
irritating, daily events that become my "
cross daily". He is a liar who claims to be willing to sacrifice his very life on the cross before the crowds as Christ did, but who refuses to endure and suffer the daily pinpricks of life.
Like everything else, it is a choice. It is a choice to follow Christ. It is a choice to deny my own desires in order to serve others or to serve God. It is a choice for life and for love. In the first reading today Moses challenges the people to
chose life. What else does this mean but to chose to deny their own will and desires for the love of God? It means that they needed to chose the crosses of the
commandments, statutes, and decrees - daily. It means that they (and we) needed to turn away from the lure of lax rules and regulations, weak commandments, and seemingly easy, generous gods. To chose the Cross - daily, to chose love - daily, to chose self-denial for the sake of God and others - daily, that is to chose Life, that is taking up our cross - daily!
Jesus was like us in all things except sin. He too endured and suffered those daily pinpricks of life. He too suffered from cuts, bruises, aches, pains, splinters, stings,
disappointment, and sadness. He carried His cross everyday, not only on good Friday. He invites us to do the same.
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